Joining a community

I’m looking to join a community in Connecticut. I’m 37 years old. I’ve been very interested in and been practicing for 7 years permaculture, regenerative agriculture, and many other self susatining and natural practices. I’m stuck I am completely alone in my love for the earth and my love for esoteric and spiritual subjects. Someone find me please and welcome me with open arms. I’ve been so heart crushing of alone since an awakening I had 8 years ago. I’m looking to share myself and learn more.